Saturday, August 19, 2006

WHITE NOISE

WHITE NOISE

The fans hum in the background
my sound track plays mostly in my head.
This poem has survived my news surf attack
I don't know where my thoughts were
but they are gone and are never coming back.
Memory and great lines seem to be enemies
scrawled on cafe napkins
without a nagging spell checker
like debris on violent and rough seas.
Upside down and sideways
I seem to always forget my poem book
these days
and am reduced to fevered
lines
from borrowed pen
and the waitress's bemused smile
as she waits for me to return it then.
She doesn't know that her fanny
is the cause of my temporary insanity.
She retrieves her pen and then jiggles and wiggles
away
unaware that she has definitely made my day.
The sun cleaves a bright white line
across my desk
as the pictures on my mental screen digress
to thoughts of time and rhyme.
The sound track degraded with
advertising clap trap
now it's gone
there is another voice
playing the keyboard
and echoing to the humming
in my ears.
The morning sun is heating up the studio
my just washed armpits are beginning to sweat
the fans doing little except blowing the hot air around.
Surreal is the sight and sound and smell
I'm here but then again I'm not
Is this just now, or some other special kind of hell?
I need to find a quiet place of choice
and escape the sight and sound of all the
pervasive and surrounding
white noise.
To escape to my dreams and fantasy
and escape the reality that's me
to sing with someone else's voice
that would be my hide and seek choice
to flee this mental grey
and live to fight another day.
The thump and hum from outside my window
unmufflered Harleys on the go
strangers on their way to who know where
and I don't much care
if they ever get there.
Damn, I make a killer coffee
and have passed though the stage of feeling somewhat ill
now I feel like me
singing in my own voice
I've turned the gain up
on me
and am no longer captive
to the surrounding
white noise.

JWL

Copyright John-Ward Leighton
19 August 2006
All rights reserved

Friday, August 18, 2006

DOG DAYS OF SUMMER

Musings, 08:12 hrs. PDT/GMT-8, 18 August 2006, Friday, epoch studio, 13.5` C sunny and cool

I'm trying to think of an illustrated poem for this space today. I'll post it later when I get my head straight. I've had another three days of self imposed isolation and aside from "HI how are yas?" in the hallway on my way for a dump or wash up my only source of contact has been this computer and the internet. I've tried to watch some TV but everything is in re run mode so not much to interest me there.

The corporate media is going ga ga over the Jon Benet Ramsey case once again. I wonder how many more headlines that poor little girl and her family are going to generate. The family should get a kick back from the advertisers for all the tooth paste, baby diapers, and maxi pads these headlines have sold. I see the Mom has died from cervical cancer and the Dad looks twenty years older than his stated age. It must be hell to really never be able to have any closure from a tragedy like that. Of course when you lose a child there never is any "closure". You get on with your life but there is always the feeling of deep sadness that something or someone is missing. To be constantly hassled by the media picking the scabs off your wounded psyche must be a another form of torture that only adds to the pain.

There is a morbid sort of fascination with celebrity death, James Dean, Elvis Presley, Adolf Hitler, Marilyn Monroe et al. It might not be the dog days of summer but the TV programing sure is, ha ha.

Ciao, JWL

Thursday, August 17, 2006

WANDERING


WANDERING

This old rambling man
is trying to see over the next hill
if he can.
Sipping coffee
he remembers in the cold light of dawn
other days and other ways.
The sound track envelops him
with drum beats
and visions of belly dancers
in smokey Egyptian cafes.
Half stoned
the waking dream unfolds.
The sound becomes so loud it quacks.
His mumbled conversation
makes no sense.
His head explodes in technicolor
tambourines and jumping coins
he feels the stirring in his loins,
she smiles and shakes a hip
at his nervous smile
and the sweat on his lip.
Embarrassed by the obvious symbol of his need
he is a fool, a horny fool indeed.
Stumbling into the dawn
his need and she are gone.
That empty empty feeling
of being slightly off balance and reeling.
The dry taste in his mouth
her scent still on his hands and in his nose
her woman's taste and the faint smell of a rose.
He walks the Cairo street in the early dawn
with a silly grin on his face and his money gone.
Today a million miles away
he looks at the early morning studio jumble
by he light of an early sun
he knows he should be humble.
The fates have spared him from a youth of squandering
his gifts left in an anonymous crotch in Cairo
while
wandering.

JWL

Copyright John-Ward Leighton
17 August 2006
All rights reserved

Wednesday, August 16, 2006

CRAWLING FROM THE WRECKAGE

 

Crawling from the wreckage

A year after Hurricane Katrina, half the population has yet to return to New Orleans. But in the mouldering decay, musicians are still trying to keep the city's cultural heart beating. Special report by Carl Wilkinson



Sunday August 13, 2006
The Observer

The music lives on ... a parader plays his horn in the Satchmo Summerfest Second Line Parade in New Orleans. Photograph: Mario Tama/Getty
 

In Dr Michael White's ruined house in the Gentilly district of New Orleans a cross hangs over where his bed used to be and a photocopied picture of local clarinettist George Lewis is tacked to the peeling wallpaper. Twelve months after Hurricane Katrina threw his life into turmoil, White stands amid rubble, a blank expression on his face, one hand massaging his scalp for comfort and the other clutching his car keys - his car has become a sort of home to him now. 'You see that look of conviction in his eyes?' he asks, nodding at the picture of Lewis. 'That's serious. Everything else was destroyed, but this was the only thing to survive other than the cross.'

White is a professor of African-American culture at Xavier University, as well as an acclaimed clarinettist himself, and he says he believes in God. 'But I also believe that there is something very spiritual about New Orleans and the New Orleans music tradition. When I see that picture it's almost a symbol of strength to keep you going. The spirit is very strong, it's meant to give me hope.'

Before Katrina hit the Gulf Coast on 29 August last year, overwhelming the city's inadequate and ill-maintained flood defences, White's brick bungalow beside the London Avenue Canal was a museum of jazz; a shrine to the great American artform to which New Orleans helped to give birth. His house contained thousands of books, many containing messages to White from their authors; on 7ft high home-made shelving units were thousands of CDs, tapes, records and videos, many of them rare and irreplaceable. In a small shed beside the house were shelves upon shelves of vintage clarinets - more than 50 of them, dating back to the 1890s - in their midnight blue velvet-lined cases; many had been played by some of the world's greatest musicians.

Today, the library is a pitiful papier mache mound that has to be clambered over in order to reach the room that was once White's office. Many of the CDs and records were dashed to pieces, others have been taken away for cleaning. The shelves of clarinets have become a morgue for rotten instruments, which sit mournfully, rusting in their coffin-like cases. 'It's very difficult. I wake every day in disbelief. I have nightmares, reliving the experience of just being inundated. I had so much stuff it would have been impossible to save everything, but I wish I had one more hour. I keep thinking about that imaginary hour. If I'd had that one extra hour - what I could have saved ...'

In the living room, sprayed with bleach to kill off the worst of the mould, there is an old sign left from a lecture White, now 51, gave in a New Orleans hotel. It reads: The Jazz Recital Has Been Moved to Arcadia. White looks at it a long time then steps outside to catch his breath.

Katrina claimed more than 1,800 lives, flooded 80 per cent of the city, displaced around half a million people and led to a disaster zone being declared which covered roughly the size of the United Kingdom. But New Orleans had problems even before the hurricane hit. Many saw the slow death of the local culture and music as inevitable and felt that the city had long since forgotten to care about its heritage. Big business ruled and developers hungrily eyed tracts of real estate.

At the street level, however, music was still the lifeblood of the city, because it provided a source of income and escape. 'Music was a way out, man,' says Juvenile, the biggest rapper to come out of a city that may have been built on jazz but now listens to hip hop. We are in his hotel suite on the 42nd floor of the Sheraton on Canal Street discussing his latest album, Reality Check, which includes a couple of angry Katrina-related songs. The Sports Channel is on at full blast in the background and we're tucking into a traditional New Orleans dish of spicy boiled crawfish and crabs. Juve has just finished a large, sweet smelling blunt and is in reflective mood. From here we can see the full extent of New Orleans. There are hundreds of splashes of blue - not swimming pools, but tarpaulins securing damaged roofs. He points at a dun-coloured block of housing: the Magnolia, one of the city's notorious projects in which he grew up.

'It was either sports or music. A very few get out other ways. It's unexplainable. It's like a trap, man. A lot of these people never left the city before this hurricane. The big thing that people say is, "They got us trapped." No job, no income, no place to stay. Trapped.'

Following the storm it would be hard to say that music is in rude health, even in its rawest form, but look hard enough and the spirit of what everyone here calls 'the real New Orleans' is still intact. 'I defy you to spend a day in this city without hearing live music,' says Ben Jaffe, whose parents founded the French Quarter jazz venue Preservation Hall in 1961. He now plays bass with the Preservation Hall Jazz Band. 'You can't walk down the street without hearing live music.' He's right. Even with 50 per cent of the population absent, much of the city a ghost town where even the 24-hour diners close at lunchtime because they've run out of food or staff and neighbourhoods are mouldering and decaying, music is everywhere, be it hip hop, bounce, brass bands or traditional jazz.

On Canal Street outside the looted Footlocker at midnight we find Da Truth Brass Band - a scratch band of teenagers playing their hearts out for tips. Their instruments are battered and patched, their clothes the uniform of the street - baggy sportswear - but the music is raw, powerful and infectious. Passers-by stop to dance. The street swells with people; the air is close and humid.

Down on Frenchmen Street, a strip just outside the French Quarter packed with jazz bars such as Snug Harbour, Blue Nile and Spotted Cat, traditional New Orleans jazz can still be found. The street fulfils the role Bourbon Street inside the Quarter once played. Big names such as trumpeters Kermit Ruffins and Irvin Mayfield, pianist Allen Toussaint and singer Irma Thomas still play and command decent audiences, but it's not what it was. On some nights the street is eerily quiet where once you would have been hard pressed to move without fighting your way through revellers.

By contrast, Bourbon Street is now a tacky blur of frat-boys and strip bars that attract the tourists and their all-important dollars but has been leeched of its heritage beyond the architecture. While many visitors still flock here for its famously louche attitudes towards street drinking and partying, spending their evenings stumbling from one bar to the next clutching Hurricane cocktails and pretending to live out the Mardi Gras experience, this is no longer the real New Orleans. It's a theme park. The real New Orleans is elsewhere.

One of the main issues facing the city's musicians is housing. Before Katrina, there were around 3,000 professional musicians working in New Orleans. Today that is down to 1,000. With little housing available and what there is being let at vastly inflated prices, musicians are struggling to return. Ben Jaffe set up the New Orleans Musicians' Hurricane Relief Fund to help musicians put a roof over their heads and some money in their pockets. But it is not unusual for musicians to drive eight hours from Houston, Dallas, Austin, Atlanta - or wherever else they may be now based - to play gigs in New Orleans.

Jaffe's fund is just one of a number of organisations trying to get the city back on its feet. The Musicians' Clinic was founded in 1998 to provide healthcare for the city's musicians, most of whom live below the federal poverty level. Today it's a lifeline for many sick and displaced musicians. 'This is the birthplace of American music, and yet so many of our musicians are dying of preventative diseases and they're dying in poverty,' explains Bethany Bultman, a volunteer with the clinic who has been working flat out since Katrina, raising funds, finding musicians and organising help. 'These are people esteemed all over the world and yet as a city we're not taking care of them. We've had several musicians drop dead from stress-related heart disease or strokes. There was a 30-year-old bluesman playing long hours for tips in Jackson Square. He dropped dead. When you lose everything you've worked your whole life for ... well, it's hard.'

Like many in the city, Bultman is highly critical of the government's response to Katrina. 'I think we have a President who would love to make New Orleans a Republican city [it is currently a Democrat city within a Republican state], to take away the African-American population and replace it with golf courses and high-rise condos for people from Michigan and Wisconsin and turn this city into Las Vegas South. I see New Orleans as this amazing Caribbean island that got dry-docked here. I'm not that crazy about the French, but I wish they'd find a mistake in the Louisiana Purchase and buy us back.'

In the Upper Ninth Ward, one of the worst-hit areas of the city, volunteers are building homes on an empty lot. The streets, littered with debris, are eerily quiet, but on the eight-acre site a team of volunteers from across the US are busy hammering, sawing and breaking ground. Here they are building 75 new homes as part of a Musicians' Village venture organised by the charity Habitat for Humanity and supported by Harry Connick Jr and Branford Marsalis. The plan for the village was formulated before Katrina - many of the problems being addressed today are not new ones, just thrown into sharp relief by the storm - but its purpose is now more urgent than ever.

One of the first musicians to receive the keys to his new home in the Musicians' Village on 1 June (the official start of the hurricane season) was Fredy Omar. Originally from Honduras, Omar has lived in New Orleans for 13 years. He plays a combination of salsa, merengue, cha cha and Latin jazz, and has a large following in the city. 'I'm a New Orleanian and I love this city,' he told me in May, standing outside the foundations of what would become his new home. 'This village is a great opportunity for me. There is going to be a centre for music right across from my house and I'm going to have all these resources. Hopefully I can bring part of my cultural background to this community.'

Not everyone is so positive. At street level many in the city believe that the levees were blown up in order to flood the poor (black) areas, thus saving the rich (white) areas such as the French Quarter, to which visitors flock generating much of the city's $4bn tourist income. Such conspiracy theories are nowhere more powerfully felt than in the projects and poor black neighbourhoods where tourists never stray.

Local rapper 5th Ward Weebie took me to visit his 'hood. I had hoped to meet him in Houston the week before, but he had refused, stating pointedly that he was not from Houston and was not a refugee. He represents Nola - New Orleans, Louisiana.

En route we pull into a service station so Weebie can pick up a new cap. In the parking lot guys hustle, selling knock-off DVDs from the back of their cars. Inside, Weebie picks out a Nola cap with 'Katrina' embroidered on the side and gets his 'Weebie discount'. In the display cases around us, beside the baggy vests and bootleg Lacoste T-shirts, there are small portable weighing scales for drug dealers, handcuffs and lighters. We couldn't have come here before Katrina and even now, without Weebie in his new Jaguar and box fresh clothes, it would be dangerous. As we near Weebie's street a car full of kids fake a drive-by shooting on us, leaping from their car and laughing at our obvious fear before greeting an incredulous Weebie with elaborate handshakes.

On Dumaine Street outside Weebie's former home, a child plays with a toy gun while his 26-year-old father, Gu, smokes a spliff and tells me of his drug-selling activities. 'Shit, I ain't gonna evacuate,' he tells me when I ask about Katrina. 'When the hurricane hits, that's when we do our best business.' Crackheads from miles around come out of the woodwork to get a hit that will see them through the storm. This is street life, New Orleans style. 'Shit, you had to travel with two Glocks on you in this hood,' says Gu, aggressively, jabbing a finger at me and spitting in the gutter. 'One ain't gonna do shit.' It was only once the water started to rise that he headed for the Superdome. Everyone in the city has a Katrina story, but here the sheer anger at their treatment at the hands of the authorities, which for so long ignored the city's festering problems, is palpable. 'I was in the Superdome and all that shit you heard was true,' says Gu. 'They was giving us boiling water in there. Man, ice was like diamonds.'

Here on the street, the hurricane hasn't dampened the need for music. Katrina has focused Weebie's enthusiasm. Until recently he produced only good-time block party tracks - simple beats, simple lyrics. Today he feels politicised and has produced music such as his 'Da Katrina Song', which rails against the treatment many in the city received.

A couple of days after meeting Weebie, I drive uptown to see Hilton, a member of the secretive Hard Head Hunter Mardi Gras Indians. Unique to New Orleans, the Indians meld African American and Native American culture. Their dancing is frenetic and infectious as they move to a heavy, steady beat and sing, following their leader's calls. Their costumes are even more arresting. Each year, each member of a group must sew a new costume, from scratch. Costumes often cost thousands of dollars - a major investment when you consider these are truck drivers, policemen, former drug dealers, students - and are brightly coloured and covered in beads and feathers.

At Hilton's house we watch his 'masking' - the process of dressing and preparing. The costume is heavy and sweat bubbles up on his brow as he pulls on his horse hair wig and embroidered jacket. The following day the Hard Head Hunter Indians are having a secret parade. It will be 'the real New Orleans', he promises. We're given rudimentary directions and agree to see them there.

Getting a cab to the parade the following day is practically impossible. Our first driver, when asked to take us to the St Bernard Project in Gentilly where the parade begins, orders us out. 'I don't go to the projects. Get out of my fucking cab. Now.' The second driver teases us all the way. 'Well, I'll look out for you boys on the news later. Anyone I should inform when you get shot?'

Beside the ruined and barricaded project, a carnival atmosphere, barbecues and beer, is building. Over on the central reservation of St Bernard Avenue two young men sit on wild-looking ponies, eyeing the crowd, their baggy jeans and oversize vests oddly incongruous with their equestrian posture. We begin to march, through the derelict project then slowly up Paris Avenue, climbing towards the centre of town, which looms on the horizon, the great mushroom of the Superdome and the high-rise hotels. Around us are tatty shotgun houses ringed with tell-tale watermarks.

We're in a very different New Orleans now. Here the music is for the people, and it is raw, passionate and vital. Like any good tourist, I'm wearing a T-shirt that reads 'Nola' and several women come up to dance and compliment me on the sentiment. There's a sense of defiance and pride here; of celebration. As we climb away from the damaged shotgun houses towards the central business district the geography that was so crucial in dictating who survived and who suffered becomes clearer. At an underpass I remember from the news nine months earlier, where bodies had been floating by a barely visible stop sign, there is a cacophony of trumpets and tubas as the parade comes to a climax.

'One of the most magical things about New Orleans,' Dr White said to me, 'is that we like to transform life into other realities by making different or unusual blendings of things. Jazz exults both the collective and the individual at the same time. The essence of New Orleans culture for me is that we transform reality so that people are free here to develop their individual characteristics. We transform everything to give it new life and meaning. We transform food, music, humour, ways of walking, language. All of that is part of the folklore here.'

That evening, we run into Phil Frazier from the ReBirth Brass Band. He's wandering down the street, his tuba over his shoulder. It would be an odd sight anywhere else, but here it seems perfectly natural. The ReBirth in many ways are the sound of New Orleans now; they mix brass band music with the infectious rhythms and refrains of the local hip hop sound, bounce. It has made them famous to the point where they can no longer rehearse, Phil tells me. Word always gets out and the band is quickly swamped by fans keen to party.

Phil is on his way to a friend's birthday party where ReBirth is playing and he invites us along. In a ruined neighbourhood that looks like it has been bombed there is a small, corner bar with no windows. Everyone's here: young and old, black and white. The atmosphere is friendly and accepting. A couple of old guys sit on plastic chairs outside. Inside they're playing pounding bounce. A Juvenile track comes on, he's shouting 'Back tha ass up' and vast women are doing just that, their gold teeth glinting under the disco lights as they booty shake and drop to the floor in time to the music. Then the music's cut and in troop ReBirth with their trumpets, trombones and tuba. They're all a bit wobbly from the celebrations and launch into a brass-bounce crossover that is hardly their best work, but has the crowd screaming in delight.

Outside, with our ears ringing after the set, Phil is on a high. He's about to jump in his car and head on to the next gig. 'Man, no place like Nawlins!' he says raising his voice and sweeping his hands about at the silent ruined neighbourhood and corner bar where the party's still pounding away. 'Katrina didn't do shit to this city.'

· For more related interviews, audio and pictures see www.observer.co.uk/omm/neworleans. Musicians' charities: Habitat For Humanity (www.habitat-nola.org); New Orleans Musicians' Hurricane Relief Fund (www.nomhrf.org); Musicians' Clinic (www.savenolamusic.org)

IN THE EARLY A.M.

IN THE EARLY A,M,

Early in the a.m.
those nights when you can't sleep
you read or write
and fill your sound track with jazz.
its too dark out there
ride your bike.
Distant sirens speak of other's distress
and you wonder if they will survive the mess.
I sit warm in my seat
and surf the net
fishing for my mind.
The DJ at WWOZ
lists the players
and greets the sun
in New Orleans.
I wait patiently for the inspiration
that comes from a good coffee
and good music
this kid is nice but
I wish he would just shut up
and play the music.
There that's better.
I have my morning sneeze
and from the prison of my body
escape to the playground of my mind.
To all the prisoners everywhere
there is no there, there.
I lost my shooter glasses
seventy bucks
down the drain
and you know you'll never see them
again.
From pop to dixieland
and Bessie Smith
fronting up the band.
Long gone in human time
but its like I'm in the club
on someone else's dime
having a drink
and keeping time.
Bags died just last year
a couple of months before
Katrina's drive by
in New Orleans.
That master from MJQ
once sat at a table
with me and my second
at a long gone
Lucy's jazz workshop
down in tourist tickey tacky now
Gastown.
All genuine native artifacts
made in China
and dim witted tourists
cameras poised
waiting for the steam clock
to fart its jet of steam
and go Toooot!
The second was seventeen
on her second date with
much too old for her me.
She was much impressed
and bought an album the next day
for us to take down and have Bags
autograph it.
How much water under the bridge
in the intervening years.
Memory is tricky
and things were not that good
or that bad.
WWOZ is back to yap yap
with the play bills for the clubs
playing jazz in New Orleans
and then back to Louis
and a weather report
84`F and high humidity
showers and thunder storms.
Charlie Parker "Bird" plays
and as the graffiti
says
"Bird Lives"
bebop, to swing, to slide,
Dixieland,
back to the blues
and around we go again
here in the
the early a.m.

JWL

Copyright John-Ward Leighton
16 August 2006
All rights reserved

Tuesday, August 15, 2006

SMALL CHANGE

SMALL CHANGE

Robert Johnson on the sound track
been dead seventy years or so
he ain't never coming back.
This poem is in trouble at it's birth
Sometimes
I think the ink
is more than its worth.
There was something
inherently dirty about the nineteen thirties
even if it was my first four birthdays.
Those boys riding the rails
had more to worry about
than the dirt under their nails.
It was a time of rising racism and fascism
mush like today.
We thought we'd killed the beast
but it didn't go away.
Today's war criminals stride respected in our midst.
Was it the posturing and neat uniforms
that we missed?
Our leaders will protect us
at least that's what they say
but shit keeps happening anyway, every day.
They, like us, have no idea how it goes
and cannot predict what will happen
ten minutes from now one inch from their nose.
Sometimes they need to be reminded
that no matter how they wisely nod
that they are only human beings
and not the universal voice of God.
For all their flatulent flapdoddle
they are in reality a pretty limp wet noodles.
Its not all that strange
in the light of all their lies
and bluster
as human beings
they cannot pass muster
and are really
quite
small change.

JWL

Thoughts on the end of the second world war.
and the rebirth of fascism.


Copyright John-Ward Leighton
15 August 2006
All rights reserved

View FROM BEIRUT

American Bigotry: Love Jews, Hate Arabs __________ Robert Fisk: London's "Terror Scare": The View from Lebanon
The Real Reason

the British Should be Frightened


So, the arrested men are Muslims

Now isn't that interesting?

This means that many of them

- or their families -

originally come from south-west Asia

and the Mideast, from the area that

encompasses Afghanistan,

Iraq, "Palestine" and Lebanon

When my electricity returned at around 3am yesterday, I turned on the BBC World Service television.

There were a series of powerful explosions which shook the house--just as they vibrated across all of Beirut--as the latest Israeli air raids blasted over the city. And then up came the World Service headline: "Terror Plot". Terror what, I asked myself?

And there was my favorite cop, Paul Stephenson, explaining how my favorite police force--the ones who bravely executed an innocent young Brazilian on the Tube, taking 30 seconds to fire six bullets into him--had saved the lives of hundreds of innocent civilians from suicide bombers on airliners.

I'm sure our readers will join me in watching how many of the suspects--or "British-born Muslims" as the BBC defined them in its special form of "soft" racism (they are surely Muslim Britons or British Muslims, are they not?)--are still in custody in a couple of weeks' time.

And I'm sure it's quite by chance that the lads in blue chose Thursday--with anger at Lord Blair of Kut al-Amara's shameful failure over Lebanon at its peak--to save the world.

After all, it's scarcely three years since the other great Terror Plot had British armored vehicles surrounding Heathrow on the very day--again quite by chance, of course--that hundreds of thousands of Britons were demonstrating against Lord Blair's intended invasion of Iraq.

So I sat on the carpet in my living room and watched all these heavily armed chaps at Heathrow protecting the British people from annihilation and then on came President George Bush to tell us that we were all fighting "Islamic fascism".

There were more thumps in the darkness across Beirut where an awful lot of people are suffering from terror--although I can assure George W that while the pilots of the aircraft dropping bombs across the city in which I have lived for 30 years may or may not be fascists, they are definitely not Islamic.

And there, of course, was the same old problem. To protect the British people--and the American people--from "Islamic terror", we must have lots and lots of heavily armed policemen and soldiers and plainclothes police and endless departments of anti-terrorism, homeland security and other more sordid folk like the American torturers--some of them sadistic women--at Abu Ghraib and Baghram and Guantanamo.

Yet the only way to protect ourselves from the real violence which may--and probably will--be visited upon us, is to deal, morally, with courage and with justice, with the tragedy of Lebanon and "Palestine" and Iraq and Afghanistan. And this we will not do.

I would, frankly, love to have Paul Stephenson out in Beirut to counter a little terror in my part of the world--Hizbollah terror and Israeli terror.

But this, of course, is something that Paul and his lads don't have the spittle for.

It's one thing to sound off about the alleged iniquities of alleged suspects of an alleged plot to create alleged terror--quite another to deal with the causes of that terror and to do so in the face of great danger.

I was amused to see that Bush--just before my electricity was cut off again--still mendaciously tells us that the "terrorists" hate us because of "our freedoms".

Not because we support the Israelis who have massacred refugee columns, fired into Red Cross ambulances and slaughtered more than 1,000 Lebanese civilians--here indeed are crimes for Paul Stephenson to investigate--but because they hate our "freedoms".

And I notice with despair that our journalists again suck on the hind tit of authority, quoting endless (and anonymous) "security sources" without once challenging their information or the timing of Paul's "terror plot" discoveries or the nature of the details--somehow, "fizzy drinks bottles" doesn't quite work for me.

Nor the reasons why, if this whole panjandrum is correct, anyone would want to carry out such atrocities.

We are told that the arrested men are Muslims. Now isn't that interesting? Muslims. This means that many of them--or their families--originally come from south-west Asia and the Middle East, from the area that encompasses Afghanistan, Iraq, "Palestine" and Lebanon.

In the old days, chaps like Paul used to pull out a map when faced with folk of different origins or religion or indeed different names.

Indeed, if Paul Stephenson takes a school atlas, he'll notice that there are an awful lot of violent problems and injustice and suffering and--a speciality, it seems, of the Metropolitan Police--of death in the area from which the families of these "Muslims" come.

Could there be a connection, I wonder? Dare we look for a motive for the crime, or rather the "alleged crime"?

The Met used to be pretty good at looking for motives. But not, of course, in the "war on terror", where--if he really searched for real motives--my favorite policeman would swiftly be back on the beat as Constable Paul Stephenson.

Take yesterday morning. On day 31 of the Israeli version of the "war on terror"--a conflict to which Paul and the lads in blue apparently subscribe by proxy--an Israeli aircraft blew up the only remaining bridge to the Syrian frontier in northern Lebanon, in the mountainous and beautiful Akka district above the Mediterranean.

With their usual sensitivity, the pilots who bombed the bridge--no terrorists they, mark you--chose to destroy the bridge when ordinary cars were crossing. So they massacred the 12 civilians who happened to be on the bridge.

In the real world, we call that a war crime. Indeed, it's a crime worthy of the attention of Paul and his lads. But alas, Stephenson's job is to frighten the British people, not to stop the crimes that are the real reason for the British to be frightened.

Personally, I'm all for arresting criminals, be they of the "Islamic fascist" variety or the Bin Laden variety or the Israeli variety--their warriors of the air really should be arrested next time they drop into Heathrow--or the American variety (Abu Ghraib cum laude) and indeed of the kind that blow out the brains of Tube train passengers.

But I don't think Paul Stephenson is. I think he huffs and he puffs but I do not think he stands for law and order.

He works for the Ministry of Fear which, by its very nature, is not interested in motives or injustice. And I have to say, watching his performance before the next power cut last night, I thought he was doing a pretty good job for his masters.

Robert Fisk/Counterpunch

posted Monday, 14 August 2006
tags: robert fisk israel lebanon uk terror scare propaganda

Monday, August 14, 2006

NET NEUTRALITY

Musings, 10:11 hrs. PDT/GMT-7, 14 August 2006, Monday, epoch studio, 20`C sunny and warm

Spent three hours last night tracking down the bill before the US Senate, bill 5252 sponsored by Senator Stevens (R) Alaska. It indeed would strike down "Net neutrality" in favor of allowing the tele communication and cable companies to impede, censor and limit access to the net.

This bill would address the concerns of the large media companies who have seen their ability to manufacture consent diminished by the proliferation of blogs and web sites that tell the other side of the story.

This is a back door way of limiting our freedom of speech by limiting who will hear or read our opinions. Freedom of Speech means nothing if no one else can listen unless the subject is approved or censored by the state or some transnational corporation.

We have already seen and attack on our ability to communicate in private when the telecommunication companies readily turn our phone records over to law enforcement and the National Security Agency without oversight of the courts. They have seen the way China does it and like what they see, and of course the trans national corporation sees another way to extort more money from an already very profitable system.

I will give you the URL of a pdf that details the particulars of the bill before the Senate. For those of you in Canada remember that the National Alliance of Business wants to "harmonize" the laws of the USA and Canada in the interest of trade. Should that happen that Senate law would become the law in Canada.

Ciao, JWL

Sunday, August 13, 2006

AN IMAGE OR A POEM WAITING FOR ME

Musings, 07:52 hrs. PDT/GMT-7, 13 August 2006, Sunday, epoch studio, 14.5`C sunny and cool

Coffee is on and so is CBC1 turned down really low and I'm only half listening. Air travel is in chaos and one wonders if this is also an objective of the the terrorist networks. The security of these groups seems to be pretty loose on the level of a teen age street gang and with heightened sensitivity to what would have previously would have seemed to be teenage bravado is leading to charges under the new draconian security laws. This is a necessary bit of overkill because really, the authorities cannot afford to be wrong and allow one of the terrorist atrocities come to fruition.

The most unfortunate side effect is the lessening of civil rights and the need of the state to have its nose in everybody's business in the name of protecting us from the terrorist bogeyman. I would remind everyone that perfect security is a jail where your right to move around freely or speak freely or associate freely is severely restricted. Who will be the next enemy? Who will choose the next enemy? It could easily be you or I, after all we are more different than the same and it is no accident of rhetoric to easily become the "other".

If we are insensitive to others pain because of our need for gain we will reap the harvest of hate.
Perhaps it is time to examine our lifestyles and question our mindless pursuit of material possessions and the latest and greatest toys. I'm sitting in a studio filled with still working but for one reason or another are obsolescent. I have five dead cell phones that for one reason or another have become redundant. I'm reluctant to just throw them in the trash because I know they are full of toxic chemicals that would be released into either the atmosphere or the water table.

I have managed to re cycle several computers although I have one that would still be quite useful but it needs a new mother board and power supply. I'm reluctant to get rid of it because it has a crossover ability to deal with things like three inch floppies and zip cards. It will also allow me to make DVDs and CDs. There is one more piece of equipment that has finally come down in price and will allow me to make CDs and DVDs of my old analog vinyl and the video tapes. The quality on these old formats is pretty crappy but its the only record that we have.

I often question why at this point in my life I would be so interested in preserving my past? I know that in the greater scheme of things that my life is pretty small change. Really, my history is of interest to a limited amount of people. I have not done anything heroic or for that matter useful.
I have merely survived in a world full of peril in a very privileged segment of the world. Perhaps there is a lesson in that but for the world of me I don't know what it is.

I have just finished my coffee and look over at my unmade bed and perhaps to dream, I see my cameras loaded and ready to go and know there is an image or a poem out there waiting for me.

Ciao, JWL